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i dont want to be a selfish jerk |
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..and then, a few months ago...I started showing interest in one of my female coworkers...and I guess you found out....and as mcbee's reputation was growing ....she was all about sally apple.....but reporter darcy wanted to know more about mcbee........I'd like to think that If i didn't leave you that drunk sobbing message on your answering machine, that you wouldn't have went to the effing police. but i did, and you did.....and now what the F*&!K am I supposed to do? Am I supposed to forget about Mcbee and sally and the reporter? do you see how messed up this is? |
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sometimes I think about those times I saw you standing in the window...night after night...not that I was purposely driving by...I had to go that way home. sometimes you would be bending over as if reaching down to your laptop....touching your back....well that was ....I guess two years ago. I thought it was a sure sign that you wanted to see me. But now it makes me sad to think that I've ruined things even more.....were you doing that on purpose ? did you want me to think you'd always be there for me? it made me so happy to think that you were standing there just for me. but now I am no longer happy. because i think you hate me |
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you act like you never want to see me again. You go so far as to threaten me with the cops. You have made it clear to me not to approach you. But you read this. You read my blogs. You stop me from seeing guys....You are sure of what you want. I have no idea what I'm supposed to do with my life. I want to be loved I want companionship I want to be able to freely be in relationships. ....But you. You give me hope that someday you will come to me. I thought I could wait. I want to wait. But if I'm only going to be depressed about it the whole time, I need to move on. How long has it been now? How long have you strung me along with your mixed messages? I just want someone who is real, and who will accept how real I am. I think I am too real for you. I know I am. |
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I wish I could be in college again. I would do everything differently....I'm so bored. |
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oh yeah, I'm a covert agressor. but you don't feel bad for me, that's not the way professors are. you expect a lot more from people, that they should suck it up, things could be worse..don't be such a sissy, really! you write one effing dissertation that you defend to your death and you think you're soo mentally tough. you expect that from your students, well they better be mentally tough if they ever want to get their phd's. .BLABLA BLAH. I never thought for a minute i could make you feel bad about rejecting me 100 times. what I've written is really what I've felt and what I've been living. if you can't deal with it then you should be reading it and as far as threatening to kill myself, well ...what you don't know is that I almost did it 3 times in highschool, even before i grew the hair. so, no, I've never been mentally sound...ever. |
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you have knocked me down so many times, but I keep getting up thinking that maybe now isn't the right time, maybe one day she won't reject me...why am I so stupid to still have hope? why? well there are many reasons and many questions I keep asking myself...there are secrets that I think only you know and you keep to yourself and you won't even let me in on them. I want to keep your secrets I want to know your secrets you can trust me |
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I don't want you just for moral support! I want you because you are smart and sweet and funny and so pretty. I want you because just the sound of your voice made my insides quiver . I want you because of the blue, deepness of your eyes , and they way they remind me of the ocean. I want you because I see myself in you (not literally)...well that too. |
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ok ok i get it you don't have time to be my doctor because you think i'd be a clingy vine and I wouldn't let go or leave you alone with all of my issues. fyi: my only issues involve you. so, if you just talked to me, they would all vanish...and i wouldn' t be trouble to you. But, you ahve a super busy life and you're married to geography, i can understand that i really can. it must be really complicated for you. you probably still think if you talked to me I'd publicize it to the student body. WRONG. there's probably a lot of things you worry about that really wouldn't happpen. |
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ok, fine, maybe you changed your identity so I could never find you again. fine. it's not like I would ever try! I'm afraid of the cops. very afraid. |
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if you really do care about me why can't you find it in your heart to reach out to me if i continue crying this much i might never smile again......i can't stop crying fkasdlk;jfasrgjknmahbrmjfvhn dfnkn kn |
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the reality is finally setting in that you really never want to see me again...i can't live with it i can't live without you anymore if you even understood how sad i am please i'm not such a bad person we could just be friends i just need to talk to you i can't i'm going crazy i've never felt so sad before i'm crying so much right now because i can't take this anymore please help me |
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where did you go? why is there some strange car always in your parking spot? did your boyfriend move in, or did you move away because you're so afraid of me. whatever it is is making me cry a river right now...maybe it seems foolish but , if you did buy another car....so I couldn't see where you were parked....it's all because you hate me i wish you could feel my tears i wish you would talk to me damnit I don't know how much longer I can cry for you |
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no no no i didn't just see you walking behind the science building holding some ugly guys hand ..nononoonoo!!!!! you woulnd't do that to me, flaunt it in my face....no...i know i've talked about being with men but i would never stand in your hallway making out with one! i coulnd't 100% tell if it was you...the dress was way too homely ..and the bum didn't look quite like it used to............nooo nooo if you really want me to killmyself, you wuold do it.... you would do it.....please that wasn't you please tell me that wwasn't you..... |
